Lonely
I just read Louise's blog post (sprinkleofglitter) about feeling lonely. You can read it here. This was so fitting because I just realized how lonely I was also feeling today.
This is basically how I'm feeling today. I know why it came on, but it's still tough. I was looking through Carlie Butler (Stylez) and Jackson Wood's engagement photos. They're stunning. The only issue I had was that....they're engagement photos.
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Of course I can appreciate their beauty and happiness, but after being alone my whole life, (really!), it's a little much to take in sometimes. I know tomorrow, or even later today, that I'll feel better. I go through these periods where I just feel really sad about my life, basically. Luckily these moods are very few and very far between, but they're still difficult to process through, nonetheless.
I'm not trying to whine about my life or anything. I'm actually so blessed and grateful to have what I have and to be doing what I'm doing. I'm working toward something that will allow me to accomplish goals that I've had set for myself for many, many years of my life. It's an incredible and surreal feeling.
Occasionally though, I do get sad about not having anyone to share those exciting little moments with. Someone to share my life with, go through great times and not so great times with.
To a better day tomorrow,
Rachel
I'm not trying to whine about my life or anything. I'm actually so blessed and grateful to have what I have and to be doing what I'm doing. I'm working toward something that will allow me to accomplish goals that I've had set for myself for many, many years of my life. It's an incredible and surreal feeling.
Occasionally though, I do get sad about not having anyone to share those exciting little moments with. Someone to share my life with, go through great times and not so great times with.
To a better day tomorrow,
Rachel
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