Birthday Tomorrow

So tomorrow I'll be 23. WHAT.

My birthday always makes me stop and think about my life thus far- what have I accomplished? What do I want to accomplish? What are my hopes, dreams, fears, goals? How have they changed?

Pretty deep stuff.

I think this is also because my birthday is pretty close to New Years. It's a very reflective time for me, this time of year. I like to think back on what I've done so far.

2015:

I think I've become more confident in social situations. I like to think I'm an ambivert with more introverted tendencies (If you don't know what an ambivert is, this may help! http://www.scienceofpeople.com/2014/12/ambivert-extrovert-introvert/). However, I've been trying to push myself out of my comfort zone. How else will I meet wonderful people if I don't?

I've tried to take a more active role in my future. Of course I've been going to school and studying, and all that jazz. I mean I've been trying to capitalize on opportunities with my college specifically. I'm trying to network with professionals, (as networking is very important!) and get connected. That's a tough one since I hate asking for help.

This year I tried more and more to think about a situation before instantly reacting. I've had many situations that have tried my patience, but in the end, I think I was able to handle stressful situations in the best way I knew how. Others, not so much, but I'm not perfect. There's always room for improvement.

This year I have also worked on letting things go. This may sound silly, but I've always been the type to just hold onto things. Not a grudge per se, but I'll keep them in my mind and just mull over them. Call me a masochist, but that's how my brain works. I've been working to not dwell on things that I cannot change. Again, a work in progress, but I've found that the quicker I let things out of my control go, the happier I am in the long run.

I tried to start learning French, but that didn't last long. Definitely a goal for this year!

I know this is just a long, rambly post about me, but I wanted to preserve these memories and revelations.

I hope your holidays were relaxing and fulfilling! May your 2016 be full of laughter, love, and great opportunities!

À demain,
Rachel